and now....is Buster time! again! i think it is easy to love & trust an exotic short hair like Buster, then to trust a..man?! Yes!
I've been spending too much time with Holden lately. I'd tried not to be phony, Holden hated that. you know how it is like, being phony? Phony people is not about those who are insincere, it is about those who acted too typical, too conventional, like..friends who acted like good frined, teachers who acted like what a teacher should be, but they all are phony..you understand what i meant?
no. you dont. well! never mind! people never notice anything..anyway!
i wanna go somewhere. someplace, where i can stand at the edge of a cliff and someday..when i leave a place..i want to know that i am leaving that place..for good. while we at ..hhmm..talking about leaving a place, you really think MJ wants flowers? now that he's dead? who want flowers when you're dead? Holden said that, not me. i hate flowers, the reason why i never received any flowers..cos i hated them, and i made it known, out loud..when i hated something, i made it known. like i hate you. yes! you! i hate you, not you as in you the body, but the character of you. the thing is..i never hated anybody. i hate that! hating..
oh..i had not been coming here for awhile. i realised, i have quite a followers, strangers i'd never met. girls and boys who link my blog. it is nice to know that i appeared under label LOVE. MUST READ at some of ya'll blog. that actually touches my softest spot. thank you. not many people like me as i am not likely a likeable person to like..hhmm. well..there i go again.
i am kinda person who love to comment and leave mark & remarks, when ever i can. but lately, for my best interest, i am keeping my fingers, the middle one especially, crossed and mouth shut, not because i had nothing to say, but more for not saying what i have in mind. Holden always there to remind me! don't tell anybody anything. if you do, you start missing everybody.
thank you folk.
i am not going to tell my whole goddam autobiography or anything.
